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now already passed 12 midnight but i still think i should still put as the 17 March... anyway, we reunited... for quite some time liao... haiz... finally got the chance le... anyway just confirmed with Nora today to work till 4 April 2008... it's a Friday... still wondering deep down in my heart... actually should i carry on working ? my heart ans passion no longer lingers there... i am currently working lifelessly everyday... actually is since Saturday... ya today i took revenge liao... was damn happy about it... but what Mummy said waived me... cleaned my ugly heart... suddenly i realised that revenge is not about harming the person physically but... in another way... physcologically ??? haha sounds scary ? i'm not up to that level where i can harm ppl in such manner... it's because i hated to be hurted... suo wei if you don't want others to do it to you, also don't do it to others... anyway, how i revenged... today Auntie(my colleague), come ask me something then at the same time, somehow she feels that the useless man gave her the wrong instructions for her question before the current one thus she brought up to ask... i also think the useless man is wrong... then... our duty supervisor coincidentally, walked passed us... being concerned, dhe came to lecture us for not consulting our "trainers" which includes the useless fellow... i then simply told Auntie to ask her because i also dunno abt the mortgage thingy she asking... and i reacted fast to say, Auntie ar, you shun bian ask her whether the useless man got wrong a not... i purposely say his name out loud... haha turn our HE IS WRONG !!! yeah !!!!! was damn happy sia.. i am really afraid now... i have a very big problem... i am unable to tolerate useless man talking anything... really anything... he was there so ya ya papaya... i did on purpose liao ask my colleague dun ask him... he from afar smiling at us or ME, then walking closer and say:"Ling Ling(my name at the office... goosebumps... qq called in Chinese hanyu pinyin also better la...) I'm here..." in my mind, i feel like saying:" How i wish you are not here !" i then very mian qiang de asked him... today did super lots of escalations... because dunno why the questions asked are super technical la...
anyway, today woke up in shocked at 9.30am... i supposed to report for work at 10am... hohoho... i faster bathe... while bathing, the blood taste activated my taste buds... what happened ? haha... habitual and tropical nose bleeding la... expected liao because Sunday night i almost riped my nose apart... by... rubbing... no choice la... uncontrollable... tooo irritating... itchy ? i also dunno how to say... on the spot bleed liao so expected to happen but dun like when bathing... ma fan... haiz... bleed quite long this time... but just nice la... i late ma so i late 1 hour... not purely due to my nose is because i waited for 27 and after almost 30min, the bus squeeze bu shang... anyway reached liao Nora find me... asked me why sooo late.. told her i nose bleed she touched my forehead thought i fever... but the feeling was so heart-warming... tonight i told daddy and mummy about my nose bleed in the morning they are not bothered at all... especially mummy... but nvm la... i understand how they felt... ya Carina ask me work on C shift tomorrow i painfully rejected... haiz... i rejected... anyway reject also reject liao dun think le...
just bathe... hair still wet... anyway really wanna play escape... missed the fear i was on banana boat, pirate ship, rainbow, and many many more !!! i wanna play... for no reason i loved such games... it excites my heart and cause my heart to beat faster... anyway going to re-take English bah... my mummy wants me to do so... and... she paying so don't think i will mind... ok la gtg le... bb